Hahaha I just finish reading all the posts in my blog and I'm kinda amazed by it.
I didn't realize I was so emotional when I was young, not to metion mushy too.
Hahahaha. My english is pretty well too.
Oh well. Anyway, my life with people is alright now,
but I still  find that my life is just uninteresting.

I remember i was praying so hard that I wish that I have a childhood friend which is a boy.
And guess what. I really do have one.
But the problem is I can't remember who is he and nobody remembers.
Ahwell, what am I gonna say to him if I met him again anyway.

Life's been pretty usual.
Friends, family. (:
I never got to talk to her though.
Even though I've been trying for 5 years.
I probably should just give up, like seriously.

Guess what. I made a new friend.
But it seems like we're not talking anymore.
Though I'm surprised that someone can handle my bullshit for 1 week.
Well, people come and go. I'm used to that already.
Maybe I should start blogging again.
Even though it's kinda out now. But I feel like it's fun.
Plus, I get tired of things easily. So I bet I won't last for long.

Hey you know, I miss how I'm close to some people too.
Hahaha, but that's the past now.
Now I just want to know when is my life gonna get much more interesting.
I'm getting tired of the life now. I want to know more people and make more memories.

Time now is 11.39pm and I'm feeling really exhausted.
Probably should go to bed soon.
Oh and my mom is going hongkong tomorrow.
Let's pray for her safety.
Please go there and come home safety mom. I'll miss you.
Alright. Good night earthling. Have a good day.

Woah. After so many times saying that this blog gonna come alive, it never did. I give up updating, it's too tiring and all. Blah blah blah. I'm not gonna delete this blog cause it holds many stupid retarted moments of my life since 2009? Yeahhhhh. 

Hey, people. I know that this blog is suppose to be dead. But nevermind since i have so much free time plus i miss blogging. I'm back =) Yeah but i'm still gonna post on my two spaces =)

Dead Blog.

This blog had already died. Not sure if i'm gonna keep it alive again cause i'm already so busy that i can't even keep up to post on my livejournal. Anyway though this blog is dead, i'll not delete and hopefully it won't be deleted cause all my memories are in there :)

Stuffs.

1. Speak more proper english.
2. Less vuglar words.
3. Get to grade 8 for guitar.
4. Sing better.
5. Study hard.
6. Get a bikini and go sentosa with jie.
7. Save money and get my camera.
8. Get my dream boy.
9. Find my childhood friend.
10. Believe in you.
11. Learn dance.
12. Learn the songs that i want on guitar.
13. Be happy.
14. Get my hair long.
( Will add more up if there's more )

5 Days at malaysia :D

Night before Day 1

We must wake up at 3.00 so my elder sister and i didn't sleep at all. Was planning on surfing the net but the whole internet lag like crazy, got pissed with it and i off-ed it then went to my sis room and talk to her :D

Day 1 ( Kuantan )

Really excited! Dad drive until second link (reached on the spot at 4.30), was suppose to meet everyone at 4.30 but end up everyone reach at 5.30. When the 8 cars started moving i fell asleep. The ride was VERY long. Sometimes i half asleep can hear the sound coming from the walkie talkie. Woke up suddenly because the car was moving damn fast, until like sitting on roller coaster :D after the 6 hours ++ long journey we finally reached. From outside the whole resort look okay. The food was Bad. When me and my sis first went in the hotel we got super turn off because it look damn scary plus why the hack is there a window in the batheroom! And it was next to the shower, when you look through the window it's the bedroom -.- Got changed and went swimming already! Jacuzzi was awesome! Later got bored. Dry myself and played netball with the others.

Later got bathed. Dad say go eat ice cream. Waited for 45 mintues for the ice cream to arrive. how pro is that. -.- Met everyone then went off for dinner. After dinner went back to hotel, watching a show something about curving the bullet. Then fall asleep :D

Day 2 ( Kuantan )

Woke up for breakfast, dad was surprise that we actually woke up for breakfast! lol. Luckily we didn't go for the sleeping budha thing. Went for river ride ^^ When everyone one by one go onto the boat and the boat start to shake, everyone screamed! damn funny. River ride was awesome, saw monkeys, squrrials ( idk how to spell ), snake! and many stuff. Later we came back, went swimming again! Eat ice cream in the pool at the pool bar, awwwwwwesomeeeee! Then almost everyone played water polo! Super Duper Fun!

In the night, we went back to the same place that we went for the river ride. But this time we went for fire flies watching! There were a 10-mintues talk. The guy told us that some chinese believe that went they see many fire flies they will have good luck. After the talk, everyone got into the boat. It started drizzling. Wasn't that bad. Later got to see lots of fire flies. It was super beautiful, wanted to take pictures but we can't. And after awhile it rain heavily! Damn heavily! So much for the believing in good luck thing. -.- we came back and everyone was drenched. Had nice dinner and went back to the hotel. OHOH! We watch this super funny show! Land of the lost! :D Holly... LOL.

Day 3 ( Kuantan )

Last day in kuantan, didn't went for breakfast. Too lazy to get up. Later 1.00 everyone gathered and we went town. my family went for FOOD shopping! hahaha! :D The shops there was nothing much so we went back. Water polo again! :D im realllyyy did got tan. Ate 2 ice cream at the pool bar :D I've got a small cut on my knee :( Got to the room to bathe, when i on the tv it was the holly show again! :D hahaha totally watched the whole thing again ^^V
At night, went to the fun pub. Ate dinner then played pool and darts :D Drank a little bit of beer from mom's
Think we stayed at the place until like 12+? Then we went back to the room and fell asleep :D

Day 4 ( Malacca )

everyone woke up early to pack their stuff and ate breakfast. Then we made our way to malacca. The journey there was nice. Took pictures of the scenery. And there was a very big rain too! It's like you can't see anything from inside the car. Except the lights. ^^ The hotel was superrrrrrrrrrrrrrr nice, awesome and grand! After everything was settled, we went to the newton to have dinner then we went shopping! I bought my black odm watch ^^ after awhile, went back to the hotel, bathed and played uno with sister and cousin. Later we ate cup noodles. and watched tv. slept at 12.30 ^^

Day 5 ( Malacca )

Last day in malaysia :( Woke up and had breakfast! Super delicious! Went to swim in the pool with my younger sister and cousin. After for awhile we turn back and realised we were the only people in the pool, super shiok. Played many retarted games :D After that we went back to the room and bathe. And got ready to check out :)

*Shall post pictures tomorrow!(:

Would you catch me when i fall?

Try - asher book

I don't how to feel
i don't know what to do.

feelling so insercure
so unimportant.

tell me what to do..
so i won't lose you..