Replay..

Boys and Girls - LMC

I was awesome-ly bored..

And read my very first post to the very recent post on my livejournal.

sigh.. those memories, those flashbacks came back while reading.. :(
those secret posts.. words.. lines.. lyrics..
I remember those time when i use to find sweet lyrics just for my dear you..
Pictures that are in my posts <3
Hugs, kisses, tickles, nicknames..

Just realised that we love scaring each other huh..
While reading those posts.. i have this urge to cry..
and now.. teardrops are falling down..

plus the songs im hearing are all songs that reminded me of you..

So much for putting it on shuffle..

Have you forgotten our promises?
Have you forgotten the things you said?
Have you forgotten our past?
one of them is about not forgetting me..
you said you won't hate me..
You always ask me to smile more..
You always say you need me to smile..
I tried..
but you're constanly breaking the trust and my heart everytime.

You know that stuff was gonna hurt me and my feelings.
You know i will pretend to be strong, but weak inside..
Why did you do such stupid stuff..

Can i get just one text you now?

Really wish you didn't change.. i hate the new you.

But even though i hated you so much now..
i never though of wanting to lose you..

Since that day we stop talking..
i never been really really happy at all..
None of that was a true true smile..
13 ~ 6