Monday, May 31, 2010

To: You.



Don't be surprised if im texting very coldly to you.
Well, ya see..
Like i already said, i felt unimportant to you.
Things that are happening are adding to it more.

If you actually comes to my blog and read this post.
I will be surprise..
cause i didn't know that you even bothers to come to my blog.
All the "...." texts im sending you..
Is fucking better than me not replying at all.
so you better appreciate it.
I just don't want to stop the conovo.

Hah. Do you find it hard talking to me now?
The mood swings i get is all all because of you.
The tears that are flowing down now are all because of you.

You can't even see the difference in my texts whether im happy anot.
Lol! What's wrong with me?!
hoping the wish i've been wishing that will come true.
Even though i know it won't.

Gosh.. i should just bloody forget about you.
Why the hell did i give you so many chances for
and end up hurting myself?!
Yeah giving so much chances till now
IM FUCKING WASTING TEARS ON YOU.

I've been trying my best to make things not so difficult for you.
And yet?
Nothing.. I BLOODY GOT NOTHING.

Super fucked up now.

Bet you didn't know
in my texts
and how you replied just know,
was a decision whether to forget 'bout you.

Wanna know the answer?
IT'S FORGET ABOUT YOU.

im gonna try to forget about you.
im gonna try to pretend that you never existed in my world.
im gonna try to pretend that i never once liked you.

I still don't get it myself,
which part of you make me wanna like you?!

One day if i suddenly stop texting you..
don't get shock.
expect it.

Learn to appreciate stuff! _|_


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